As I silently moved towards the door—my heart pounding—and extended my hand to knock, a voice held me back. It was my own mind, reminding me of Radhanath Swami’s request that he not be disturbed. He was inside, behind that closed door, suffering from a splitting headache.
As I retracted from the door, worry again rushed through me like a whirlwind. Perhaps, he needs some help. Doesn’t the principle of caring for a sick guest rise above a mere request? I scrambled back towards the door. But I froze in my track before I reached it. Radhanath Swami’s request had echoed through my mind–once again.
Somehow this time, my eyes fell on the key hole on the door. Finding in it a way out of my indecisive oscillations, I fell on my knees and peeped in through it. The sight inside chocked my breath. Radhanath Swami writhed in pain on the bed, his head held tightly in his hands, as if it were to crumble otherwise. Emotion exploding in me, I pounded on the door. How could I sit back, seeing my guru suffer in this way?
The doors opened, revealing an apparently composed Radhanath Swami, “Why did you disturb me?”
Pointing to the key hole I confessed, “I saw that you were in such pain.”
Radhanath Swami whispered back, “I was trying to understand Lord Krishna through this pain. You broke my meditation.”
–Mr. Hrishikesh Mafatlal
117 replies on “When Radhanath Swami had a Headache”
A pure devotee like Radhanath Swami sees Krishna in every situation, object or person. What an amazing style of meditation. I never thought like this at least… Thanks for sharing.
Beautiful experience…….a pure devotee is tolerant in all conditions seeing it as mercy of Krishna
Very instructive incident for us that we should see Krishna’s hand in all circumstances. And very sad to know that Radhanath Swami was suffered that much pain. His tolerance level is like mother earth. Thank you very much for sharing this.
Nice instruction… In such a great pain he is experiencing Krishna Love… wonderful
!!! Amazing!! Radhanath Swami lives by his words!!
Difficult situation to handle but Radhanath Swami shows us that it is also important to see and meditate upon the Lord, even through any pain that we might undergo
a wonderful incident showing how Radhanath Swami sees every situation as an opportunity tolearn
Thanks for sharing !
For Radhanath Swami, painful headache is an opportunity to take shelter Krishna
“I was trying to understand Lord Krishna through this pain.” What a meditation is this by H.H Radhanath Swami Maharaj while he was having severe head-ache. He is teaching by his example how to take when we are having health problems.Radhanath Swami Maharaj ki jai.
Radhanath Swami Maharaj is constantly thinking of Krishna whether in pain or in pleasure!
Great souls see even sufferings as the means to understand god. Thanks for sharing this experience.
wonderful experience, thanks for sharing with us, bhakti
great souls like HHRM are always trying to understand the Lord even when in pain, haribol, rajesh karia
It is beyond my comprehension how anyone can try to look for the Lord under all circumstances, especially under such severe pain.
when will we ever come to the platform of trying to understand the presence of Krsna through pain ? Radhanath Swami’s life has been one on continuos ordeal and from the book “The journey home” we understand how in each of these experiences he saw the Lord guiding him.
maharaj can see krishna even in such difficult situaions.
Wonderful incidence. Thank you very much for sharing the same.
oh krishna. heart wrenching experience
Thankyou for sharing such a heart melting incident. It is very difficult to understand Radhanath Swamis bhav.
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Radhanath Swamis every act is a teaching, we tend to look things only through our perspective, Thank you for sharing this realization.
Radhanath Swami’s love for Krishna transcends all physical pains. His endurance of such extreme pains stems from his total absorption in the Holy Names.
Radhanath swami’s mood of seeing krishna in every situation whether in misery or happiness is heart melting
Radhanath Swami teaches us here how to handle pain and look for god’s mercy in that situation – it is a great answer to those who blame god for their suffering
Thank you for sharing . Pure Devotes meditate on the Lord all the times in all circumstances
Thank u for sharing this beautiful realisation! Maharaj teaches us something great through each of his actions, words, gestures.
How deep are Radhanath Swami’s meditations! Whether in sickness or in good health, his consciousness remains focussed on the Supreme Lord of his heart!
Thanks for sharing this priceless experience….Radhanath Swami is indeed very tolerant……
dhany,dhany,thank you
Really amazing..thanks for sharing
Great souls like Radhanath Swami always try to see and experience God, in whatever situations they are in.
Thank you for sharing!
All GLories To H.H Radhanath Swami Maharaj
Only Maharaj can have this understanding and actually experience it whether Pain or Happiness. What an experience. Prabhuji thanks for sharing this.
Hare Krishna
Amazing. Thank you
What can be more perfect than experiancing Krsna through pain?Radhanath Swami is taking us to the deapths and heights of spirituality.
Radhanath Swami often emphasizes the point that every situation, however difficult, should be seen as an opportunity to come closer to Krishna.
Thank you for sharing
The depth of devotion of a pure devotee is endless. This example illustrates.
In any situation always remember krishna and never forget Krishna. This is one of the topmost teachings and more importantly practices by Radhanath Swami. Though difficult to practice this mood of Radhanath Swami, if we atleast meditate on the intensity of love of Radhanath Swami towards Krishna, our life will be successful.
we are unable to tolerate small pains. We hope to get encouragement from the life & teachins of Radhanath Swami.
An expression way beyond my understanding.
This is indeed an example of how Radhanath Swami is somebody who is Krsna conscious cent percent even when in the greatest pain.
Radhanath Swami’s constant rememberance of the Lord in pleasure and pain alike is beyond my understanding.
Maharaj always thinks about Krishna in pleasure or pain.
Amazing experience. Thanks for sharing. It takes a highly advanced level of consciousness to do what Maharaj was doing in the moment of pain.
Maharajah lives what he preaches, Always remember Krishna, Pain or Pleasure.
Thank you for sharing.
Very beautiful experience. Thank you for sharing. hari Bol!
Radhanath Swami isa pure devotee who always has been under the shelter of the Supreme Lord
wow. this is amazing! a great lesson!!! thank you!